Ready

 

Blue

carried

evening's taste.

The attic window

held fog.

Dust at its corners—

kept a polite inch.

Hands slowed

above his hair

and carved

tiny orbits,

letting his left ear lead.

Learning

came by head

and shoulder.

Grounded

came second,

stamped after his name.

Awareness

drifted—

grazing surfaces

without landing.

Each color

flared—

tender

in its failing.

The broken—

window

held

what the room

could not say.

Beside it—

a sock

curled in place,

toe pointing—

the way floorboards

run.

Sometimes

it faced the wall.

Sometimes—

not.

He never saw it move.

His gaze

lowered—

from the glass window,

back—

to the key.

A hinge,

not for a door,

but for—

a thought

he had not yet dared

to turn.

He brought it close

yet

his

hand

found

farther.

If he

dropped it,

would it

move

like the sock—

only

when he wasn't looking?

A knock—

his hand froze

halfway

to release.

The latch loosened—

his mother stood there

with the same

chipped mug

from the night

thunder—

learned his name.

Warm milk?

Her words trailed

above the steam,

the mug's hug—

almost a pillow.

White mist brushed

his cheek,

quiet—

as bedtime stories.

Thank you.

He reached

for the mug,

but its warmth

slipped sideways—

unexpected,

almost resisting

his hand.

Time to rest,

though her eyes

scanned

the dark

behind him,

listening.

I'll try,

the words—

half-landed.

The door

kept the width—

of listening.

Goodnight, Liam.

Her voice

arrived

from farther

than her body stood.

Goodnight.

He paused

mid-sip,

the rim

still touching

his lower lip.

The note

turned caramel

at the edge

of becoming.

Mug met wood.

A book—

waited.

Its title

held—

what the room

had stopped saying—

Invisible Cities.

Fedora's chapter.

pages opened

to crystal globes,

one in every room.

Each held

a city

that never was.

He'd tried

to count them.

Yet his gaze

drifted

toward the space

beside his own globe,

where paper

felt older,

thinner.

Its title

had worn away—

leaving only

its last word—

Wallflower.

Pages fluttered open

to a moment

the book chose.

Words

moved

before his eyes

could settle.

Shards glimmered, steady.

Every corner of the page

visible,

yet distorted,

as if seen

through glass.

Charlie's voice

gathered

at the edges

of each line.

Whir.

Stutter.

Click.

Light on the ceiling.

Wall.

Hands.

The page.

Everything

at once.

Then—

motion.

Sam

leaning

into the blur,

angling away.

The film

held the space

between frames

longer than the frames—

themselves.

He stood

at the edge

of the instant—

young

on one side,

this

on the other,

neither

claiming him fully.

He turned pages

until

her scent

stopped him.

A note:

I

n

f

i

n

i

t

e

then.

I

n

f

i

n

i

t

e

now.

The stars

still know

our secret...

Her voice

carried

the end—

of summer—

through the quiet seam.

Not quite real,

but kind—

enough

to leave—

the feeling

of being held—

by no one.

Hand hovered

above one more page.

Maybe—

she'd....

Lamp

became moon

became memory

over the hill's

sleeping curve.

Gaze fell

toward her hoodie—

collapsed

across the other chair.

Amber

sounded

like Tuesday mornings—

when she'd steal

his eraser,

then slide it back—

warm.

Vanilla

tasted

of midnights—

on abandoned rooftops

when she'd fold

seven paper stars,

and he'd find—

eight.

He turned

to find

the eighth star.

Hand

searched pockets

and counted

his fingers instead.

Ten.

He counted

the memories.

Numbers

slipped

the way cities

do.

Gaze softened

at a thought's

distance.

Luna's

diary.

Tender

where her touch

once lingered.

A Stillness

in the motion

not yet made.

The first page—

blank at first sight.

At the top—

the number

she'd write

when beginning

from nothing.

At the bottom—

a loop

that would not close.

Hands

unsteady.

The next page—

waited.